Here I am, sitting in this computer chair and just woke up. I'm not sure if I even woke up, cause I don't really sure if I was asleep. First of all, maybe it's all because the noises in this house, like my dad and mom chattering about things in the middle room, my sister who's calling with a loud voices, or even the radio in my mom's room. Frankly, I may could sleep with the noises, but to sleep with the noises in my head? I couldn't.
My brain is literally thinking so much things, alas. I went to the student's consular today. We talked about the scholarships, and, she said I may can get the scholarships but these scholarship only provide for my bachelor degree. Which I knew that. But what matter the most is, I'm not an international student cause I'm using national curriculum. Well, that's okay actually, BUT. I have to take a year foundation or a year international something --I forget the name. AND, the scholarships didn't provide the foundation.
Well, it's kinda break my heart, but, I'm not gonna give up that easy. I knew that there would be another way for that and I've made plans on my mind and I won't tell you what's the plan right now. And this plans which keep me awake and didn't let me to sleep. It's like my brain tell me to take an action but I feel bad for my eyes because it's red, caused of the water on the swimming pool. Yes, I swam this morning.
I don't know man. I swam some hours ago and my eyes still red. And my mom and dad keep chattering about things since hours ago, too. And my sister still screaming on her phone even it has been some hours, too.
So this is me, gonna take some action to make sure that my dreams won't turn into a dust. See you later. xx
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