I'll sleep when I'm dead

So it's still one day left 'til I free from this week and school-off for 4 days. Tomorrow is the last day of exam and I haven't touch any book at all, as always.
I don't get this. I slept for like 2 hours this evening after school. And yet I feel sleepy right now. Well it's not only today, but lately I always feel like tired. Idk man, I just feel like this is wrong. I should stay awake more longer.
So some lines from Lately by Ed and Devlin come across my mind..

Sleep is for the living and not a utensil that I require. I swear, I said, that I'll sleep when I'm dead.

And over the time within this maze, I think you'll find you'll never find that peace of mind you seek to find until your dying.

Have you read a sentence that sounds like, "I love sleep cause it makes me forget about pain, problems, stress, everything for a while."? I bet you've read it. Or even if you haven't read it, you just read it in here a few seconds ago, btw. :p

That statement is just true. I often lose myself whenever I sleep. Like I don't even think about school in the morning as I awake. Then I realized that it was 05.45 already. Yepp, I'm late. But in other time, sometimes I feel like I've been awake and ready for school, but really, it was all only a dream. If I'm not wrong, that kind of situation is called 'false awakening'.

The thing is, whenever I sleep, I forget about the world for a while like seriously do you feel me? Whenever I sleep, I always find a peace of mind. For a while. Like I don't have to think about anything. At all.

Kay, back to the topic.

People said, sleep is like a temporary death...

Days ago, I read my religion book for exam's sake. It was all about the dooms day. It said, there'll be a time when people raised from their death and they'll feel like awakened from their sleep.
And it made me think like,
"So if we die, we'll find our peace of mind for a really long time, not for a while? So if we die, we'll forget about the world for a long time, not for a while? So if we die, we'll feel like fully-rested? So if we die, we'll gonna dream forever and stop facing reality in a place we called world? That's awesome."


Here, I'm not gonna talk about what would happen if we raised from our 'sleep' when the time is come. They said, there'll be an eternal life. The true life. Now I wonder whether we need sleep in heaven or even hell. But like I said, I'm not gonna talk about it, it could be a long story, indeed.


Some people said that they scared of death. I don't get why. I mean, wouldn't it beautiful if we finally find our peace of mind? Well, sometimes, I feel like I want to sleep for like forever caused of my over-tired. But I don't think I'm ready for death right now. So much things I haven't done... Yet, death is fate from God. We don't know where, we don't know when.