Thursday, November 28, 2013

Nice Songs, innit?

So the sky accompany my eyes for dropping some water a couple of hours ago. Cool. I can't say much. But maybe those songs can:

1) Billy Ruskin


lyric:

Mr Ruskin
Come and paint my picture
We’re losing sleep
'Cos we steal the week

Now who’s your best friend?
Can you introduce me?
See I can’t seem to even let you breathe

When I dance with Billy Ruskin in my mind’s eye
Please let me forget that I’m standing on my own
And I am my own best friend and I need me to see
That I am more than what is hiding in me

Come and show me
If you can
See I know you’re me
But I can’t seem to understand

If you know me
Place my hand on mine
And we will resurrect the time

That we lost
When you left my mind
It’s psycho-paranoia disappearing in time

Come and show me
What makes you tick
I need you to get out of my mind quick

When I dance with Billy Ruskin in my mind’s eye
Please let me forget that I’m standing on my own
And I am my own best friend and I need me to see
That I am more than what is hiding in me

2) Bonus Track
It's actually has no title. I mean, the title really is "Bonus Track" Weird, huh? But it really is eargasm, and awesome lyrics tho.


lyric:
I want to be real
Not some conscience to myself
The way you worship, never ending
Some idol who’s pretending to be true

How you put upon yourself
A man who never seems
To answer to your words
So go and make me over

I’m a fly upon your neck
You can’t control me
I have my words, my voice
My strengths, my choice
And I can cut as deep
Just as deep as I need

Don’t want your advice
Cos I’ve made up my own mind
The way you bore me with the stories
Of far and distant times

I’ve heard it before
So don’t try that on me
The way you worship, never-ending
Some idol who’s pretending to be true

It could be you
Brainwashed by the lies
It’s no surprise
You’d wanna waste your time

I’m a fly upon your neck
You can’t control me
I have my words, my voice
My strengths, my choice
And I can cut as deep
Just as deep as I need

3) Last Ones Standing (Example Cover)


lyric:
I tell the taxi driver, pull up over there
Sprint down the street and we don't pay the fare
Onto the district line, force open the door
There's loadsa seats free but we cotch on the floor

Last night we both died a death
Just flowed til no cider left
Jumped out the wrong side of bed
Now another night of wrong lies ahead

To be a kid again, Nancy and Sid again
Need medicine, cut out the middle men
Run free, only way to get rid of them
Never gonna catch us

We're on the run
And I'm about to lose it
Cause she's like a gun
Ain't no afraid to use it

C'mon we'll catch our very last train
Light our very last flames
We'll knock it all back and forget our names
Cause it's our last night
And it's one last fight
We're the last ones
The last ones standing

Go tell the waitress, we'll have 2 rum and cokes
Ask for the bill and then we'll split when she goes
Out the fire exit wearing some strangers coat
We'll sing it out til we're sore in the throat

This ain't childs play like pass the parcel or
Build a castle, just a couple of rascals who
Go harder, live faster
Fight til the end like Jason's Argonauts

Cause lifes a carnival
There's no reason, motives marginal
Don't care if we're cold and starvin
We'll still be laughin when...

We're on the run
And I'm about to lose it
And she's like a gun
Ain't no afraid to use it

C'mon we'll catch our very last train
Light our very last flames
We'll knock it all back and forget our names
Cause it's our last fight
And it's one last night
We're the last ones
The last ones standing

The last ones standing
hmmm
The last ones standing

4) Pause


lyric:
You know I got to get away
To find some peace and sanity
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek too long
Shaking, making, everybody waking
Setting the hi-fi bleed
Keeping me back
While you’re spinning my track
That’ll knock you off your feet

Monkey see what monkey do
But I’m a monkey telling you
I just think that we should take a break
Tickity-tock the clock
With the hip-hop
And alonestar backing me up
We won’t stop
I gotta be searching for my peace of mind
Now let the track rewind

And play, let the music play
It came, so let the music say what it feels
Shame, shame it took too long
To see that you were wrong
Now turn the song back on

This is Alonestar coming at you
With a new style
Kicking dust
Ready to bust
It's Urban Angel
Artistic, flipping the script
Who d'you really want to get it with?
Ed and Alonestar
We're like live wires sparking
Ready to blow
We've already sown our seeds
We're just waiting to grow - blow
We're gonna lift you like a shock to your body
Metaphorical speech when we come and see
You ducking for cover
Sheeran Lock coming ready to rock
With Urban Angel and Alonestar
And Ed - keep it locked
Let the beat pump
Drop the bass but don't stop
We're kicking the sound
Let the bass bins pound
We're gonna roll
Can you feel me now with my body?
Get down to the sound
It's Ed Sheeran in the place
And Alonestar rising up
We gotta rise up
I said rise up

And play, let the music play
It came, so let the music say what it feels
Shame, shame it took so long
To see that you were wrong
Now turn the song back on

5) Quiet Ballad Of Ed


lyric:
In shadow there lies hope
Cut tension with a knife
I find it hard to cope
Stop playing with my life

You analyse my fears
Analyse my dreams
Choke on burning tears
Through my silent screams

Things aren’t what they seem

Tell a hundred craftsmen to work on me
Tell this army of angels to make me breathe
Open doors, just to take away the key
I’ll let you all see, that I’m doing better

Watch me fall
As I stumble at your feet
Always losing in this game
Your lies cut me deep
And you don’t even know my name
With your consistency
To always watch me crawl
And my durability
Not affected at all

Still things aren’t what they seem

Tell a hundred craftsmen to work on me
Tell this army of angels to make me breathe
Open doors, just to take away the key
I’ll let you all see, that I’m doing better
That I'm doing better

Feel the pain
On my brain
Feel the strain
As I, start to decay

Feel the strain
Every passing day
Feel the pain
As I, start to decay

Tell a hundred craftsmen to work on me
Tell this army of angels to make me breathe
Open doors, just to take away the key
I’ll let you all see, that I’m doing better
That I'm doing better

6) Stevesong



lyric:
Stevie was a boy
Who turned into a man
He never had no master plan
But I knew that he could

Find right from wrong
Sing me a different song
He told me which road to take
And now I’m gone

Keep on singing
Make her life whole
Stevie you’re winning
And I just feel cold
Take your life beyond the mark
You can do no wrong
When I lose my way in the dark
Keep singing your song

Please come follow me
I find it hard to breathe
Please come follow me
I find it hard to breathe

7) Who You Are (Jessie J Cover)


lyric:
I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are.
(who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold
The more I try the less is working, yeah yeah yeah
And everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are.

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like boom!
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good luck, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose it all in the blur of the start.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are.
Who you are (35x)


Big thanks to Ed Sheeran for recorded it.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Hello, Midnight.

Idk, it just I haven't write things in a while. Frickin' busy. And as always, my sleeping pattern is currently fucked up.
Some people ask and wonder how I do this. How I get up in the morning. How can I didn't look like sleepy.... To be honest, I don't know either, people.
I slept for only 3 hours last night plus an hour by the evening after school. Then I drank 250ml of coffee, and now I'm not sleepy like at all.
But most of all, I think it's all because my brain that didn't want to shut up and keep me awake. Some questions haunt me and I haven't been found the answer. Yet.

Alas, I'm pretty afraid about next week. Due to the national examination, the intensive class will start on next week. I gotta home at 4 p.m every-effin'-day except Friday. I'm afraid that I couldn't get any sleep on the evening.

I shoulda finish my chemistry right now. Well, technically, I've finished it but I haven't re-write it on a new paper. Tsk, I really hate writing. If only I could type using keyboard on paper -__-


Well, that's that, I think. Have nothing much to write here. See ya.