There were a time, when I blowing out the candles on the cake.... And someone shouted, 'Wait, make a wish first!' then I make a wish and finally blowed it out... And everybody was there giving me such 'Happy birthday' remark and prayer... Then I got these gifts.
And there were a time, when we threw a 'lil party in my house. There were a few people who came in. Cause my Mom just held something like meals. She cooked meats and things. It's a 'lil bit flat, actually.
But there were also a time, when my Mom just baked me the cake. Without the candles. So, it just... done. The way it is. We didn't even invited people to come in.
And there were also a time. For the first time on my life, the party was held outside my house. It was such a mini-cafe. Soooo many people came. And before we went out, everybody was gathered in my house. And they gave me some gifts. And my sister cried because she was kinda jealous of me. Then I was mad at her, like, "Please, this is my birthday". And there we go, some people was go with my car. And others with their motorcycle. I was so happy that day. It's unforgetable.
Hey wait... I also remembered. There were a time, when it just me, my mom, dad, and sister. Went to something like KFC on a Mall at Cihampelas, which is the opposite of Ciwalk, and it was rain. Me and my sister wore something like dark-blue-jeans-jacket. And it just... done... we just only ate there...
It was yeeeeeaaars ago. That was the moment I knew. I missed it.
So, yesterday, I didn't went to such places. Or even threw a 'lil party in my house. My mom didn't even baked the cakes. And I didn't even blew the candles. I was just do, my rutinity daily, like usual. And that was still an exam semester day. The difference is... people gave me the remark and prayer of birthday. Then afterschool, I was too tired cause I was so sleepless. So I slept for like 3 hours afterwards. As I woke up, I opened my social networks, phone, etc. And there I am. Collecting the birthday remarks. I'm so glad about this... :D
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Thank you so much, guys. You guys are amazing! I love you with all my heart xoxo <3
So, I haven't listed my 16 wishes. And here they are:
- Got AS LOT AS POSSIBLE the information about undergraduate scholarships to the foreign country, which is free of cost of living.
- When I found the information about that scholar, complete the requirements from now.
- Win at least 10 competitions that certified.
- Got top 5th rank on class.
- More spirit to chasing the dreams.
- More intens of praying.
- Lessing tweeting.
- Go to one of scholarship which on my list diary, and the dream which on my phone's wallpaper, reached.
- Could saving the money.
- My dad quit smoking.
- National examination deleted. Wait, no. Things that should be deleted is not the national examination. But the fraudulence.
- Gain more height. (lol, really)
- Could pass the TOEFL with at least 550 of scores.
- Get my Mom's agreement for me to take a step to the foreign.
- Learn how to play guitar
- I could control my emotion...
Well, I haven't post about my plan, yet.
So, in this year. I want to be a better person than last year. Here's my plan. Graduate from high school. Then get undergraduate scholarship. Then graduate as soon as possible (I hope it just 3 years). Then Get Master degree's scholarships. Then work.
I know the progress won't be that easy. I know it's a hard way. I know the struggle I'm gonna facing is gonna be more dificult than I thought. But this is the life. I have to challange myself. I want to be a success person. And make my parents proud of me. And make them... Happy.
So, I think it's enough of story in here. And by the way, this post is.... for my birthday which is on December 11th. And it posted on 12th December, 2012 at 12:12 o'clock. But it's actually written on December 14th. So funny :))
