I have no clue. I know. My dreams was probably too high. Dangerous. Treacherous. And it could be surreal, maybe. That's why I'm not really that comfortable if someone tried to talk about it. I'm just.... scared... of their compliments. Because I knew that some of them were just gonna laugh about it. It's not like I didn't want to share about it. If I didn't want to, I wouldn't post it in this blog, right? It just, sometimes, all I wanted was just want people to know. I mean like, if you know now.... That's it. It's done. Nothing to compliment about.
I'm a dreamer, people. Everything on my mind might be impossible. But, I'm trying to. I mean, this is my life. I knew the consequences, the hardness, the roughness of the fight.... But please, let it be. I knew you guys loved me, I knew you guys don't want me to hurt myself, but everthing will be alright. This just the progress. I'm gonna enjoy the path. And I'll never ever forget my ground. Please. Had a believe in me....
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
December 11th, 2012: Happy Birthday, dindakade!
I can't believe that yesterday is finally my 16th birthday. Time flies so fast, isn't it? Nonetheless... I missed my old birthday....
There were a time, when I blowing out the candles on the cake.... And someone shouted, 'Wait, make a wish first!' then I make a wish and finally blowed it out... And everybody was there giving me such 'Happy birthday' remark and prayer... Then I got these gifts.
And there were a time, when we threw a 'lil party in my house. There were a few people who came in. Cause my Mom just held something like meals. She cooked meats and things. It's a 'lil bit flat, actually.
But there were also a time, when my Mom just baked me the cake. Without the candles. So, it just... done. The way it is. We didn't even invited people to come in.
And there were also a time. For the first time on my life, the party was held outside my house. It was such a mini-cafe. Soooo many people came. And before we went out, everybody was gathered in my house. And they gave me some gifts. And my sister cried because she was kinda jealous of me. Then I was mad at her, like, "Please, this is my birthday". And there we go, some people was go with my car. And others with their motorcycle. I was so happy that day. It's unforgetable.
Hey wait... I also remembered. There were a time, when it just me, my mom, dad, and sister. Went to something like KFC on a Mall at Cihampelas, which is the opposite of Ciwalk, and it was rain. Me and my sister wore something like dark-blue-jeans-jacket. And it just... done... we just only ate there...
It was yeeeeeaaars ago. That was the moment I knew. I missed it.
So, yesterday, I didn't went to such places. Or even threw a 'lil party in my house. My mom didn't even baked the cakes. And I didn't even blew the candles. I was just do, my rutinity daily, like usual. And that was still an exam semester day. The difference is... people gave me the remark and prayer of birthday. Then afterschool, I was too tired cause I was so sleepless. So I slept for like 3 hours afterwards. As I woke up, I opened my social networks, phone, etc. And there I am. Collecting the birthday remarks. I'm so glad about this... :D
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There were a time, when I blowing out the candles on the cake.... And someone shouted, 'Wait, make a wish first!' then I make a wish and finally blowed it out... And everybody was there giving me such 'Happy birthday' remark and prayer... Then I got these gifts.
And there were a time, when we threw a 'lil party in my house. There were a few people who came in. Cause my Mom just held something like meals. She cooked meats and things. It's a 'lil bit flat, actually.
But there were also a time, when my Mom just baked me the cake. Without the candles. So, it just... done. The way it is. We didn't even invited people to come in.
And there were also a time. For the first time on my life, the party was held outside my house. It was such a mini-cafe. Soooo many people came. And before we went out, everybody was gathered in my house. And they gave me some gifts. And my sister cried because she was kinda jealous of me. Then I was mad at her, like, "Please, this is my birthday". And there we go, some people was go with my car. And others with their motorcycle. I was so happy that day. It's unforgetable.
Hey wait... I also remembered. There were a time, when it just me, my mom, dad, and sister. Went to something like KFC on a Mall at Cihampelas, which is the opposite of Ciwalk, and it was rain. Me and my sister wore something like dark-blue-jeans-jacket. And it just... done... we just only ate there...
It was yeeeeeaaars ago. That was the moment I knew. I missed it.
So, yesterday, I didn't went to such places. Or even threw a 'lil party in my house. My mom didn't even baked the cakes. And I didn't even blew the candles. I was just do, my rutinity daily, like usual. And that was still an exam semester day. The difference is... people gave me the remark and prayer of birthday. Then afterschool, I was too tired cause I was so sleepless. So I slept for like 3 hours afterwards. As I woke up, I opened my social networks, phone, etc. And there I am. Collecting the birthday remarks. I'm so glad about this... :D
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Thank you so much, guys. You guys are amazing! I love you with all my heart xoxo <3
So, I haven't listed my 16 wishes. And here they are:
- Got AS LOT AS POSSIBLE the information about undergraduate scholarships to the foreign country, which is free of cost of living.
- When I found the information about that scholar, complete the requirements from now.
- Win at least 10 competitions that certified.
- Got top 5th rank on class.
- More spirit to chasing the dreams.
- More intens of praying.
- Lessing tweeting.
- Go to one of scholarship which on my list diary, and the dream which on my phone's wallpaper, reached.
- Could saving the money.
- My dad quit smoking.
- National examination deleted. Wait, no. Things that should be deleted is not the national examination. But the fraudulence.
- Gain more height. (lol, really)
- Could pass the TOEFL with at least 550 of scores.
- Get my Mom's agreement for me to take a step to the foreign.
- Learn how to play guitar
- I could control my emotion...
Well, I haven't post about my plan, yet.
So, in this year. I want to be a better person than last year. Here's my plan. Graduate from high school. Then get undergraduate scholarship. Then graduate as soon as possible (I hope it just 3 years). Then Get Master degree's scholarships. Then work.
I know the progress won't be that easy. I know it's a hard way. I know the struggle I'm gonna facing is gonna be more dificult than I thought. But this is the life. I have to challange myself. I want to be a success person. And make my parents proud of me. And make them... Happy.
So, I think it's enough of story in here. And by the way, this post is.... for my birthday which is on December 11th. And it posted on 12th December, 2012 at 12:12 o'clock. But it's actually written on December 14th. So funny :))
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Today (31th October 2012) on School
The first subject was citizenship. We were checking our homework on LKS. It's a thin book that full of questions. And at the second hour of the subject, I was home for a sec.
Yesterday, our class got meats from the eid adha. And my teacher asked me to asked my Mom to cook it at home, because she knew that my Mom's hoby is cooking. And because the meats such not enough for a class, my teacher then gave more meats for us, then I must delivered it to home.
As I came back to school, it was still citizenship subject. But we weren't do anything, because everything's done.
The next subject was english. The teacher asked us to groups of four. Then she gave us a really really little paper, that had a clue. And then she hang up a big paper on the whiteboard. The big paper was an empty fields of crossword, and we must to fill it. After the crossword were filled, the teacher then asked us to groups of two with the chairmate. Then she ordered us to opened our book, and fill the blank of a text. After we finished it, the teacher collect our gifts. Oh I forgot I haven't mention it. So, we were on a bee keeping game. It was like, exchange gifts. Last week, my teacher asked us to bring a gift today. So, after he collected it, she then called us by 2 for taking our gift. And I got an eraser and sharpener that fused. But I still don't know who's my bee keeper until this time :))
The english was done, and then it was a break time for 15 minutes.
After it, the next subject was math. We were learnt about equation of tangent to the circle. It was a fun thing to learnt, actually. I mean, it's been a long time I didn't feel this strong emotions of love against math! :D Oh, when my math teacher came to my table. I was protested about my last exam score about statistics. I got 82 on it. And I knew that she thought I was cheated to my friend! (How come?!) So I explained to her that I explained the answer at the first page of paper (duh!) I knew that she was looking for that. Then she re-checked my paper, and I got 100! (yay! :D)
Next subject was chemistry. We learnt about Molarity and Reaction Rate. Everything was fine at the first hour. But at the second hour, it was a hot day, and it was about 12 P.M, and I felt so drowsy! (Oh damn, sleepless!) So, there was things that I didn't really heard what the teacher said -_-"
Then it was a second break. And my Mom came to delivered the foods! :D And I went down with my 2 others friend to take the foods :)
It was the last subject, and the teacher wasn't present. So, some kids were played guitar. Some were listened to the music. Some were chattering, etc. So, at the last hour of school, we then ate the foods that my Mom cooked, together. :D
Such a fun day today
Yesterday, our class got meats from the eid adha. And my teacher asked me to asked my Mom to cook it at home, because she knew that my Mom's hoby is cooking. And because the meats such not enough for a class, my teacher then gave more meats for us, then I must delivered it to home.
As I came back to school, it was still citizenship subject. But we weren't do anything, because everything's done.
The next subject was english. The teacher asked us to groups of four. Then she gave us a really really little paper, that had a clue. And then she hang up a big paper on the whiteboard. The big paper was an empty fields of crossword, and we must to fill it. After the crossword were filled, the teacher then asked us to groups of two with the chairmate. Then she ordered us to opened our book, and fill the blank of a text. After we finished it, the teacher collect our gifts. Oh I forgot I haven't mention it. So, we were on a bee keeping game. It was like, exchange gifts. Last week, my teacher asked us to bring a gift today. So, after he collected it, she then called us by 2 for taking our gift. And I got an eraser and sharpener that fused. But I still don't know who's my bee keeper until this time :))
The english was done, and then it was a break time for 15 minutes.
After it, the next subject was math. We were learnt about equation of tangent to the circle. It was a fun thing to learnt, actually. I mean, it's been a long time I didn't feel this strong emotions of love against math! :D Oh, when my math teacher came to my table. I was protested about my last exam score about statistics. I got 82 on it. And I knew that she thought I was cheated to my friend! (How come?!) So I explained to her that I explained the answer at the first page of paper (duh!) I knew that she was looking for that. Then she re-checked my paper, and I got 100! (yay! :D)
Next subject was chemistry. We learnt about Molarity and Reaction Rate. Everything was fine at the first hour. But at the second hour, it was a hot day, and it was about 12 P.M, and I felt so drowsy! (Oh damn, sleepless!) So, there was things that I didn't really heard what the teacher said -_-"
Then it was a second break. And my Mom came to delivered the foods! :D And I went down with my 2 others friend to take the foods :)
It was the last subject, and the teacher wasn't present. So, some kids were played guitar. Some were listened to the music. Some were chattering, etc. So, at the last hour of school, we then ate the foods that my Mom cooked, together. :D
Such a fun day today
with fun,
dinda
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